5.26.2011

Praises Everywhere!

I am just SO thankful for my life!  I will never take anything for granted.  Speaking of taking things for granted, I used to take many simple activities for granted, even walking up and down stairs, just like most people do, but now that I can't do those things like the average person, I've realized I need to cherish life that much more.  Nobody purposely takes these things for granted, but once those abilities are gone, everything just becomes more clear.  I see having a disability as making me more mature in several aspects than the average person my age because I have to deal with things that they never will. 

I praise God all the time on what he has done for me.  Look at me, I've had ataxic symptoms continuously for 11 years and they have hardly progressed; just a bit worse.  He's also kept me healthy and thriving in this world.  My ataxia is totally not God's fault.  And anyone with ataxia should never blame God.  If you are looking for someone to blame, blame it on Adam and Eve for letting sin into this world.  Of course ataxia is not a sin but because of sin, the world is no longer perfect.  We all suffer, whether it be by plagues, diseases, natural disasters, wars, violence, abuse; the list can go on and on.  All people have their own imperfections, mine just randomly happens to be physical.  But me, I don't blame my condition on anyone.  God let me have this for a reason; a reason I will never know till the day I meet Him in heaven.  I do look forward to that day per say, but it's not like I want it to come anytime soon.  I just look forward to what God has put in the future for me :)

2 comments:

  1. I think you may learn the reason before your in Heaven. I also look forward to what God has for you and really love your positive attitude!

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  2. I really do my best to stay positive. It gets rough tho sometimes

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