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I am having a really bad 'disability' day today.  I don't know why some days are better than others.  But today my walking has been all over the place.  My balance seems to be the only thing affected on days like this.  They don't happen very often, maybe a few times a month.  But days like these make it hard to get through the day.  I mean, I'm bumping into walls, walking more zig-zaggy than usual, and my leg muscles just feel fatigued.  I didn't have a busy weekend at all.  I just relaxed and hung out.  So that is not to blame.  I even fell at lunch today; i tripped on a chair :(  Nice thing is, like four people came over to help me and make sure I was ok.  Man, sometimes I really am in disbelief I have ataxia.  I have class tonight but because of the day my body is having, I don't even think I'm gonna go.  The more walking I do, the more likely I will fall.  Especially on days like this.  I'm glad I have a desk job...lol.  I am just thankful my bad days are few and far between.  But when I ponder the situation, I'd rather have these kind of days than go through the things some people have to deal with.